Thursday, July 28, 2005
look int0 my eyes..u will find the true answer.
say it wateva u wanna say...let me hear all those hush words..let me hear everitink right fr0m the bottom of ur heart...
let me knoe wad u haf been wantink to say.
dunch jus stare at me wifout endink..it makes me lost..it makes me more hurt.
i dunch knoe h0w badly it effect ya..but it effect me badly..tell me tat its over between us..tell me tat all the hope iz jus a game.tell me tat u hate me and wateva u say iz jus to make me happy.
i will never even cry.i will jus stood thr and listen.i will never b mad at ya..i will never even say a word.
all i want iz a sincerity from ya.
i cant live if u still appearink in my life.i want a life.i dunch wan to cry in silence.i want to b wan i am.i dunch wan to haf a fake smile.but actuali behine those smile..i am cryink.
im not as strong as u tink.coz wen i seat alone,my tears will jus flowink.
yes.im a loser.i did badly fer my 0s..im n0t as clever as you.like you say even if im hurt or not..i still flunk my 0s..and i dunch deserve the love from anione especially you.
cos u r clever.u haf got looks.u haf got brain..u haf got everitink.
yes.wad u said iz true.i onli thin bout others till i even neglect bout my ownself.yes.i onli care bout others feelinks.
but dunch ya forget.not jus others.even u i care.even bcos of ya i neglect myself.even bcos of ya i ended up to b like tis.
wateva it is, spare me ur indifferent.coz every words you bang on me tear me up into pieces.