Tuesday, July 12, 2005
listenink to sorry seems to b the hardest word by elton john and blue...
cant hold tis tears animore...it keeps on flowing..i reali need a shoulder to cry on....
reach claz and everyone started luaghink...thy miss me?? argh...i kneo... tat mummy poke me! so bad lahh mummy...
today leson bcum tamil leson..haha...started t0 learn tamil...ahaha...me and efli reali g0t bad pronouncation! hahaha....serious.. very the bad one! then all started talking about ice kacang...goink fer ice kacang at yishun.crazee peeps!
wen i want to take the train thy kept on pullink me..to go yishun wif them..haiz...in the end go thr eat chicken rice black pepper and ice kacang...hiya all talk rotz! tat mummy said chibai so loud until everione lookin at us..so paiseh! lolx. but at least thy made me forget him fer awhile..
the guys in claz foreva talk bad about mummy...kal mummy elephant lahh and wad so eva..ahahha..pinky and fiza was so irritated by them..haiz...dunneo lahh...jus dunch wan to get involve.sick and tired of those "brothers"..act like brothers...puih! the indian guys r actuali cowards..haha...scared of gerls! pathetic mor0n! knoe hoe to talk back onli...
ohh yar.."sumone" kal me wen i jz go out from my hm..wen i pick up the phone..i heard the voice tat i haf been missink badly...but i din knoe tat the no was him...and i picked it up..argh....damn!h0weva, he spoilt my mood....i wil nvr listen to wad he say...i had enuf! it takes me so much of effort to move on...and he came back to my life again jz to make me hurt?? no way!!
i listen to wad he said and my tears started to run down my cheeks...after he said finish, i hang up.i cant bear to hear his voice..i cant bear to hear wad he gonna say...coz im not gonna b tat soft-hearted gerl animore tat peeps can jus make use of me.wen i receive msg from tat no i jus delete it wifout readink it...wen he kal again..i switch off my hp.
he made the choice and i hope he could hold on to choice..he made me change to b tiz way..he made my life so miserable.i will nvr turn back! nvr!
forgive me..i dunch need ya animore..........