Thursday, September 29, 2005
argh heaven.i miss my com.i miss chattink wif my fwens at msn.i miss my bed.
i feel so good that im home.wel everyone must be wonderink where i haf gone missing fer days.till alot of peeps msg and kal me.heez.actuali i was admitted to tan tock seng hospital.arghz.i haf got lymph nodes infection.and the lump is gettink bigger.
but now i guess the lump is dissolving.dissolving?? ok..wateva.and i went thru so much pain.
go thru the x-ray,scan,scope..jz name it.until at the point of tyme,i cant even cry out to release my pain.
i dunneo y suddenly i haf bcum so quiet.and! i lose weight.lolx.im not sure y haf to undergo so much pain.y do i haf to suffer tis much.im not gonna say how it was.but i had enuf.
but im glad cos my parents care so much about me.not forgetting my sis and my bro in law.my aunts..uncles..cousins.thy give me encouragement as wen thy visit me.and yes.it keeps me on going.tanks.i cant repay u guys.
but i will promise that i will get well as so0n as possible.we gonna haf family gatherink during puasa to break fast together.and i will be thr healthy and happy.trust me.
i kneo abg khairul read my blog.so abg khairul..u haf got my words.ok?in public summore k.
oh gosh.i felt relieve that im back at home.it feels good that i gain my freedom again.
i haf got another appointment on 6/10/2005..sighz.
the test result will be out.yet another result.jus hope tat its not another stay in hospital.
hope that im not losing aniting.coz i cant bear to lose anitink rite now.
hope that im not losing aniting.coz i cant bear to lose anitink rite now.
to:my galfren
hey..i dunneo y its been like quite sumtyme u haf not been msgink me or kal me.i was reali hoping tat at least you msg and ask me how i am.yes.im quiet dissapointed and hurt.i jus miss ya.i reali hope to share tis pain wif ya.coz u r one of the closest person to me.but well mayb u r busy wif your life and ur love life.i understand.sumtyme i wonder if wad i wrote on fransty blog meant anitink to ya.i dunneo whr our frenship iz headink to.cos im in the middle of confusion.its like you r pushink me far away from your life.i dun assume.but i haf got a strong feelink.tell me that im not alone.coz i still nid ya rite now.tell me everitink.im willing to wait and listen.
to:
tanks fer comink by at the hospital to visit me.even you r jus outside and u came at nite.im glad tat i saw ya.and tanks fer ur all ur messages.im glad tat we r still frens.dun worry im not cryink animore.coz im back home already.at least i haf got freedom now.
to:
hey to those peeps that r so concern about me.tank you.doesnt matter if its a kal or msg.i jus feel so touched.tanks to erin..yar..for checking my mails and my blog.and yes! tanks to my sister fer making all my files in the computer mix up.hezz.but i love my sister to bits! i love ya kak jun!tanks fer being there fer me mrs barney.
P/S:i miss everione.!