Friday, September 30, 2005

well i dun ask fer sympathy.
it will b good if the 3 werds given to me.
and that will be the greastest encouragement given.
of cos.its not "i love you"
i dun expect tat.heez.
mayb wad sugar said was true.
its tyme to face up the reality and accept it.
yar.accept it.
sumone msg tis to me
--> "your back and alive.but ur soul was gone.i cant find jalilah in reality"

huh! chiez.am i tat bad? where could my soul be?
well i guess so long tat its not over yet.myself was gone.
its just a pathetic me tat i cant even walk tat long!
the giddy moment will started to appear.
and i can still feel the needles all over my body.
argh.chiez.

looking everyone so busy wif their life..their love life.
i want to be self me.
get back to real me.but wad the hell had happened to me??
had all tis that happened to me brought a great impact on me?
i haf become seriously emotionally sensitive.
oh goshh.....
i dun kneo.
simpli just the pathetic me.
i will never stop praying and wishing.coz i nvr want to lose anitink.
give me back my ol' self. sobx.


Her last Goodbye
@ 7:27:00 PM