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Friday, September 30, 2005
well i dun ask fer sympathy. it will b good if the 3 werds given to me. and that will be the greastest encouragement given. of cos.its not "i love you" i dun expect tat.heez. mayb wad sugar said was true. its tyme to face up the reality and accept it. yar.accept it. sumone msg tis to me --> "your back and alive.but ur soul was gone.i cant find jalilah in reality" huh! chiez.am i tat bad? where could my soul be? well i guess so long tat its not over yet.myself was gone. its just a pathetic me tat i cant even walk tat long! the giddy moment will started to appear. and i can still feel the needles all over my body. argh.chiez. looking everyone so busy wif their life..their love life. i want to be self me. get back to real me.but wad the hell had happened to me?? had all tis that happened to me brought a great impact on me? i haf become seriously emotionally sensitive. oh goshh..... i dun kneo. simpli just the pathetic me. i will never stop praying and wishing.coz i nvr want to lose anitink. give me back my ol' self. sobx.
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