Friday, October 07, 2005
went for the appointment at ttsh to get my results.
just one thing i wanna say.
hate myself!
i felt so hopeless.
everyone mus be laughing to see my conditions now.
and wat i have to went thru for the next 9 mths.
i hate myself!!!!!!!!!
y me? y not others.how life can be so unfair!!!!
and yes.to sumone.you can have it now.i hope you r happy.
i hope you feel good now.mayb you can make party too & laugh as you like.
celebrate the joy of wining.and yes.i lost.i lost everythin.
you desert me..and yes!!! i deserve it.
you won.im at wrong.im a loser.you are right.im always wrong.
you njoy ur life.while im here njoyink at moment of losing my happines.
you dunch want to explain and u dunch want to hear my explanation.
everything is my fault.i should be the one guilty.nah! you have it now.
i hate myself!!!!!!!!!
YOU WON!