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Sunday, October 16, 2005
its 1.14am now.yupsy. still not sliping.
chatting and wasting my tyme away. scared if i go to slip, im gonna have diffculties waking up. me and whole family gonna have our sahur at johor. will be going out at bout 3am. so i guess it will be good if i slack ard infront of my com in my room. hahaks. lolx.tmr my aunt and uncle from kayL will be coming.opps.i mean today.gosh. heard from my mum tat thay will be sliping over at my hse.at my room!!!! arghhh..heez. they are coming to invite fer their daughter wedding which will be held after hary raya i suppose. kak fida!!!! wosh! im sure she look pretty on her wedding.im s0 excited! anw i miss my ol' hse at jurong east. so yea..at least my ol' hse have got an extra room for guest. now..haha...just perfectly 2 rooms for me and my parents.well nvm its ok. no computer tonite. i guess i will just be good and sleep at my mum room tonite. last friday was so pathetic. i was about to reached school on the train at qeenstown wen i felt like vomiting. heez.quickly grab efli out of the train. right after i get out of the train i vomitted.lolx. blame on the pills i have to take every morning.sighz. but well tanks efli fer everithing.ferst,being kind of her,she accompanied me to go fer my treament b4 going school.after that bcoz of i vomitted, she sent me home bcoz shez worried of me..awwww....so sweet of her. anw tanks fifi! my saturday was great! a beautiful saturday. how nice of sugar h0ney pie and others to accompany me fer my treatment. i thought they were joking wen they said they will accompany me. but seriously.its was not a joke! and summore its early in the morning. you guys make me laugh like therez no tmr.gosh. i still remember an ol' man sitting beside me.he got a flower tatoo on his belly. arghhh..hahahaks..oh no! heez. came back and dad was drilling on the wall to hang sumthing. so asked dad to drill at my room too. i wanna hang sumthing on the wall of my room. just a memory to look at wenever i feel so hopeless.yupps.there it goes. perfect nicely hang on the wall..wuhooo.i love it! i owe alot of people a date. yupps2 i will try my best to fulfill wat i have promise. actuali i plan so much even b4 the puasa. but!! not all that i plan was fulfill. sum was totally like in my dreams.heez. well we can plan wad it gonna be.but god that decide everithing. yesterday help ridz with his blog.so bored looking at his ol' templete fer so long! so volunteer myself to revamp his whole blog.so now! wosh! nicely and neatly new skin fer him.hope u like it ridz! oh no! its only 1.45?? lolx...i thought after i type this out,it will be 2+ already.. ermm...suddenly i miss alot of peeps in my life.especially my grandparents. most of my frens at least hav got 2 or 1 grandparent tat still alive.while me?? none! its been like nearly 3 years. how i miss them so much.both my paternal and maternal granparents were great! i love them.miss them so much..alot and alot!!! thats one thing about me.i treasure everione in my life.wen they are gone, i felt like half of my life were gone.but well i guess recently i have learnt to be strong. arghh...i better stop this crap.if i go on...i will be crying remembering my grandparents and all. so yeah! have a great sunday and haf a great day ahead.take care alL! p/s.dun put ur life on hold kay! |