Monday, October 10, 2005
well.tanks for knowing it.
i guess sum peeps they got too sensitive and to0 sturbborn.
i have never once wanted to kal you sturbborn bcoz i dunch think u are.
but now i guess its true wad other peeps said about you.
i cant deny animore.
now i guess who fren and whos not.
ouch..!
i don't have to change blog add just to run away from other people coz
i dunch even care.and i even knew about every single thins tat u said from other people.
well i dunch find fault with you in the first place bcoz i guess im wasting my time.
yes im retaking my o'levels.all this while in the first place, you dunch even care.
so it doesnt affect me.
well congrats you get to go poly and have got gd results.i envy you.
but even if i flunk my 0s, thats non of your business.
you dunch even care to help and give encouragement all this while yet you critised me.how great a fren i have.
i thank you for being such a wonderful person.
well god knew everitink.i dunch have to beg you bcoz i have been compromising all this while.
and tanks.you are right.its better i gain all my pahala in bulan ramadan and concentrate on my o'levels and my life rather than waste my pahala quarelling in stupid way.
you were supposed to encourage not demoralising.
isnt this great?!
i apologised but u react in another way.so was it my fault?
yes.im to0 soft hearted.and i feel stupid to be soft hearted to unreasonable person like you all this while. apologised and try to strengthen the bond knowing that you dunch care.
and btw if other peeps talk bad and bitching about you, thats non of my business.
all this while i have been the one trying my best to defend you.
so now yes.im on my own and you are on your own.
if peeps wanna bitch about you, i jus wanna let u kneo that i will jus smile.
you slove your own prob and defend ur own life.
wasting my tyme on peeps who dunch appreciate!
and btw i dunch ask for sympathy.bcoz i dunch need a sympathy from you especially.
god knew everiting.i dunch have to kal peeps "bitch" and just dump peeps wif vulgarities just to feel satisfied.
and you mayb happy for all you want.god is fair anw.he know everithing.dun jus jump to conclusion.next tyme if u encounter like this,slove as an adult btw.
my patience is up to the limit now. i guess this is the last entry im talking about you here.
im writing the previous entry as a sorry.but yet you misunderstood.
i dare to write this on my blog bcoz for all i care this is my blog.u can comment and you can wad do you kal ? hmm.. bitching rite..yah bitching as much as you can and felt unsatisfied as you can, coz i dont have the right to get fuck up.but you can jus keep all tat to yourself.
i dunch have any grudge against you.not even hatred.like you said,i dun give a damn and i dunch need sumone selfish like you too..
want to run away from reality have that ignorance in ur head.
so happy now? feel satisfied for everithing?there you go!
no nid to ask me to back off coz its been long tyme since i last want to back off from your life.only now got a opportunity.thanks ya!
and btw i dunch want to makes things longer.im so SORRY for watever i said above.
i jus wanna makes things clear between you and me.u dunch need me in ur life.so i accept it.
u still wanna makes things worst.i accept it.u still wanna stuck me up wif ur words.i accept.
u wanna accept my apologised. i accept it too.if not.its ok.coz as far as im concern i did my very best to make things right.well everyone is not perfect.people makes mistakes.and i kneo.i did make mistakes too.mayb alot.only god knows.but i will never stop trying not to make the same mistakes.
you had ur say and i had my say.
take care then.all the best in ur life.since u want so much of me to back off,i hope u had ur happiness and had a better life from now onwards.
missblurtink.