Friday, October 28, 2005
had my dinner cum break fast wif my family jus now. and at the table jus now..i cried.
my tears jus kept on flowing..im so sad..i mis my grandparents so much..i miss all the people tat i once shared my happiness wif.wen my father saw tat im wiping my tears he said sumthing tat makes my tears jus kept on flowing.yes.i cud not run away. i dun blame my father from saying tat.i knoe,his motive was jus to talk sense to me.so that i will make an effort to think clearly.
wad possible and wats not. then my parents told me to wipe my tears and eat.they said tat thrz no point thinking about poeple tats already gone in our life.
and!! cry still cry.eat still eat mah.i ate one plate on mee hoon.nicey!!! i love it! plus fried chicken wing ok! yummylicious!
i really want to go far away...as far as i can..amsterdam? yes.i will make it into reality.soon. so tat i can throw away all those sad memories..okies.lets stop talking about all past.
wuhooo...another few more days to hari raya.everyone mus be so busy cleaning up their hse.. all mummy will be busy preparing the cakes and all.wahh..i tink if i got a choice,i dunch wish to jln raya.there were like so many good programmes shown on tv..yes of cos we can watch at our relatives hse and all but we can expect to watch it at one particular hse fer hours rite? then i tink we can only visit few hses.especially wen you have got a big family like me.from one end to another end of singapore.wosh!
arghh..i want to eat ayam perchik..can anione be nice and buy fer me? one will do.one will be great.i dun ask fer many.just one..can?? but wifout the kuah pls.i dunch like the kuah.i just want the ayam perchik.and dendeng kk.. if anione of you buy fer me, i will promise to love ya till end of tyme...lalalala...
wah..nowadays i update so little.hehe..ok peeps.take care..njoy the upcoming wkends..holidays on the way people...
Yours lovely princess,
mIssJeLLy [hahaks]