Thursday, November 24, 2005
yes.its like 3.57am in the morning and im not in my dreamland yet.been busy watching movie all the way since afternoon.borrowed 10 dvds in total frem my sister.in one day i finished watching 5 movie..hehe..the last movie was Monster in Law..will continue watching others tmr. urh...haven start reading the books i borrowed frem the library.well maybe i should.soon.
i put my hp in silent mode since yesterday night...wosh! and there were so many missed calls and sms i did not return.hmmm..
sorry to those peeps whu call and msg me.i will reply you people tmr..serious.i promise.
tomorrow mummy going to Bugis..arab street in specific.she want to buy some stuff which i dunch kneo what was the stuff.haha..im actually lazy to go out.prefer staying at home fer this few days..especially in this good and cooling weather.its been like raining heavily lately..so aint it good to just tug in bed?yuhoooo....i love it!
anyway i have made up my mind to something.sometimes although something good cums once in out lifetime.its not possible that we should have that by ourself.Its takes times to achieve something good.yes.well maybe im practically weird crazy...but i guess nobody understands me in and out more than my ownself.i've made some reflection and i guess i will not regret with it.Maybe its just too early to think about it.There were like lots of other things that i want achive other than that. i want spent my happiness now with my families and my close fren.nothing is valuable than them.i rather lose other things than losing them. i treasure them alot!!!cause they are my sunshine. as far as i kneo they are the one whos always been there through my ups and down.
i dunch know how i could thank them.sometimes wonder if some of the scarifices and happiness i have made was enough to repay everything.I know.I cant be possibly thank everyone and express everything from heart to heart.however,i just hope that they will know that only them that will be my first priority.i love my family..my parents, sister[althou she can be a lion the moment she had pms] and not forgetting Mz GreEn my bestie.i know she had her own life to think about and sometimes i can be irritating with my nonsense and all.haha..im such a burden.lolx.but well..maybe i should move one step backwards and give her some space to breathe.like this maroon 5 song-->
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a
monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder
and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder
and harder to breathe
[should get some oxygen tank] hahaha...
second would be my friends...i seriously love all my friends.no matter what.friends wil always be friends.maybe i haven said this.but i LOVE EVERYONE!!!! i hate having enemy.haha...like wad i type in the previous enty on my quirks...even if i said that i hate that someone, it wont be 100% true.cause i never mean what i said even if i jokes around and angry wif anyone,it wont be long.just give me at least 1 day.and i will be ok the next moment.well my bestie should know what i mean when i say i never hate anyone.
wuhoo...its 4.37.i guess i better get some sleep before i started to talk crap.