Saturday, December 17, 2005
i always had a dream.and my dream was to make people around me happy.wen i make people happy,tat includes myself being happy.
but y should i be the person who always make people happy without knowing that i don't gain any happiness at all.is this what we call as happiness?is this really my dream? Every scarifices wasnt any happiness to me.It was just a burden to me.No one knows.No one believe.No one realise.
why do i have to work so hard to make people happy.to make people realise that making people happy was part of my happiness?
confused? yes.im confused to0.tell me about it.
din g0 fer work today.i have got a high fever.cant get up my bed this morning.i feels like my head had got a huge stone on it.im still having running nose.urhh..im such in a bad condition now.tmr im werking at 7am.can u imagine?? 7am..hurhur..just pray that by the tyme i wake up im pretty much better and i din wake up late..or else i will have to explain to my idiotic manager..*pray hard*
i better go to sleep now.swit dreams peeps~!