Thursday, December 01, 2005
im trying to act cool.but i tink it gettin over me now.talking to uncle tidbits now.i hate it wen he keeps on repeating about the past.feel like killing him..! duhz. i was kind of hurt.at ferst wen he go on and on..i was ok wif it.but wen he said tat i broke his heart, i was like...wth?? i broke his heart.yes.he is joking.but hey! ur jokes wasnt a joke to me.it wasnt funny at all.serious.look at me...am i smiling or laughing over it?
if i were given a chance, i will just kill ya.haha..lolx.
my eyes is teary now.my right eyes is itchy.EYE MO pls do your part! was it itchy or im really crying? hurhur.. if im really crying,im crying bcoz of you!
i have not start packing my stuff.im slacking away.i knoe.my mum will start her lecture.well peeps she used to be a full tyme lecturer in nagging.if you would like to take up extra leson from her, you may do so..haha..
i want to haf fun!!! fun and fun and fun! i want to let go of everything...i want my life to be full of happines..well whu dunch rite.im happy now.but...
who wanna listens to my hopes and my dream? who would be nice to ask me if im really ok.who would be nice to share the pain fer the past 2-3 mths and the next few months i haf to went thru.i want it to be over.im sicked of it.im bearing wif all this bcoz of you, umi and dada.who would be nice to spend a day knowing how much i need someone to express my pain? without im even being a burden to anyone. am i asking too much?
like what eza-doll nick " i want a relationship that last"
but it wasnt all about relationship to me..
anw this is especially dedicated to YOU! to everyone I LOVE and i will alwez do.
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
All words I sing about
All that is that I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I can get closer to you
I know that there is someone else, but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you being lonely
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes [not yours.but mine.]
Can i have one night without the truth?Can i have you all by myself fer a night?
Ask me all the things that you wanna knoe.Tell me all the things that you been wanting to say.
Din you told me once that you gonna share my hopes and my dreams?
if i were given a chance, i will just kill ya.haha..lolx.
my eyes is teary now.my right eyes is itchy.EYE MO pls do your part! was it itchy or im really crying? hurhur.. if im really crying,im crying bcoz of you!
i have not start packing my stuff.im slacking away.i knoe.my mum will start her lecture.well peeps she used to be a full tyme lecturer in nagging.if you would like to take up extra leson from her, you may do so..haha..
i want to haf fun!!! fun and fun and fun! i want to let go of everything...i want my life to be full of happines..well whu dunch rite.im happy now.but...
who wanna listens to my hopes and my dream? who would be nice to ask me if im really ok.who would be nice to share the pain fer the past 2-3 mths and the next few months i haf to went thru.i want it to be over.im sicked of it.im bearing wif all this bcoz of you, umi and dada.who would be nice to spend a day knowing how much i need someone to express my pain? without im even being a burden to anyone. am i asking too much?
like what eza-doll nick " i want a relationship that last"
but it wasnt all about relationship to me..
anw this is especially dedicated to YOU! to everyone I LOVE and i will alwez do.
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
All words I sing about
All that is that I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I can get closer to you
I know that there is someone else, but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you being lonely
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes [not yours.but mine.]
Can i have one night without the truth?Can i have you all by myself fer a night?
Ask me all the things that you wanna knoe.Tell me all the things that you been wanting to say.
Din you told me once that you gonna share my hopes and my dreams?