Friday, January 13, 2006
therez tyme wen we ought to know why things happen that way.coz only god knows every single things that happen.
went fer my appoinment at 2.30 yesterday.thought ended up late coz usually i will be there like almost 3hrs.but then yesterday not alot of people so it was quite fast.finish everythin at bout 4.20.while waiting for payment to be done.i sat beside a grandma.she was all alone since the tyme wen i came.ferst thin came in my mind was "hey..so bad seyy.her children or her grandchildren din even accompany her." i look at her face.argh.it reminds me of my grandma.she got the same size and look alike as my grandma from the side.at the point of tyme i was day dreaming.then came a girl bout my age.ok..she called the grandma beside me nenek.so comfirm tats her granchild.but guess wad? the girl who called the old lady beside me nenek...she said this----> "nenek! alamak susahkan orang arh.kalau nk saket tak payah susah kan orang arh.lain kali dtg sendiri.bukan tak boleh jalan."
then she left.
argh.damn it siak! i feel like slaping tat gerl seyy.how can she said that to her own grandma and i saw this old lady drop her tears.ohh goshh..i kneo how she feels.can you people imagine if in future ur grandchild said tat to ya? she looked at me and wipe her tears. i smile and said "nenek jangan amek hati.bila dah takde baru nant dorang cari." ok.i dunneo y i said tat.
but serious.i mean of cos..old people can add a burden to us.but we gotta be patience wif dem.
when my grandma who dotes on me passed away..i cried and cried..i felt like i totally lost half of my life.shez been looking after me wen my mum went for work.she the one who splurge me wif love.she has done the same scarifices as my mum.and can never repay.wen im still young.i alwez wanted to be a doctor.i will tell my grandma that i will help her cure her sickness wen shez sick. when she wen fer her medical check up,i will accompany her..then we will went to macdonald.she hates mac.she din ate mac.but she will accompany me to eat together wif my grandpa.wen shez gone..i realise that even i din do much to help her since im still young.i haf given her moral support by just accompany her fer her medical check up.
i dunneo why kids nowadays haf got no respect towards the elders.i dunch kneo what happen to that grandma wen she left to see the doctor.i thought of waiting fer her.but the nurse ask me to go home as there will be some health screening and all.in my heart i really hope that shez ok. i dunch kneo why i cried.i was totally not in the mood yesterday..hurhur..i wanna hug someone now.
hey bestie.im not that strong as what you think dear.i maybe strong outside but not inside. even the smallest thin i will drop a tears.but no one knows.i kept everythin in my heart.no matter what you gotta move on alright? hey btw..i miss you sweets..wen wanna meet up?
oh well..b4 i ferget.
Happy 17th bethday IdahchiX!
my best wishes go out to ya sweets!
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