Tuesday, March 28, 2006
its true what you said,i have got weak immune system.thats it! am i adding a burden to you?
weeee...its so cold.im having fever again.i cant sleep.i cant shut my eyes.my head gonna explode soon.my leg look like jelly.woo..jelly,yummy2.heh.im lookin like hungry ghost now.i want to eat!! but my irritating throat just dun wanna help me swallow anything..arghhh.
yet i am chatting away with mi,qingxia and dee.qingxia already went to sleep.she's going for revising at jurong lib with her fren tmr morning.exam coming rite..gd luck sweets.
i had fun talking to mi.we talked about music,primary school memories and all.he wanted to influence me to listen to techno song that he even changed a file name and sent to me.haha.not funny okey mr.im still not interested in techno song.anw tanks.i recognised ur effort.hurhur.
does everybody get depressed sometimes? On one side are passing moods of dissapointment, regret, or anxiety that almost everybody has at one time or another.for many of us, sunday evenings are depressing in this sense, because the weekend is over and the responsibilities, pressures and uncertainties of week lie ahead.maybe this one im not feeling it for this moment because im not schooling or working either.i woke up whatever time and i want and all.It feels great.But at certain point of time, i felt that i have got no discipline.i slept late and woke late most of the time.thats seriously bad i know.but i cant help it too.im like having sleeping disorder.ishks.
I think some people are rather iniquity. there are many times that we judge a person based on her thoughts, her appearance and the way she carries herself. in many of those instances, we stereotype and associate that individual with certain group of people that we like or worst, do not like.somtimes we thought that we know that person well.like for instant.numbers of years we know a person means we knew them in, out and know the real person behind the face.but actually no.its not the quantity.but the quality.we also hardly or almost never give ourselves a chance to get to know another person who is totally different from us.who can understand and pull through bad times with us.we always wanted to stick with the people that want us to follow their way, think like them and do what they like.by the way,have we really think about ourselves?
however i finally realise that its not how long we know the person.its how we can communicate and relate to each other.im not shy to say that i got phobia at times to get close to anyone at this point of time.serious.but,i tried contain and telling myself that not everyone the same.i cant judge a person and conclude that he or she cant get close to me because i cant follow his or her way.To me, only Allah is the JUDGE of humankind and bad or good came from him.i thank him alot of times when i perform prayers cause i discover alot of people that captured my heart now and then.if you are stuck like me, just remember to give other people a chance to have a place in our hearts and be our friend or whatever.
have eyes of faith in another words.
i think i better go bang my head on the wall, glue my eyes and tied myself on the bed.do i get the process in order anw? Sheesh.