Friday, March 10, 2006

went to pahlawan beach at sentosa yesterday with hana and duan hua.met them at outram but since im late,they waited for me at harbour front platform and hide themselves..hehe.
yey! it was so fun eventhou i was having running nose the whole day.oh yar.tanks hana fer the tissue.muackss. took alot of pictures. hana brought her nicey mee marcaroni and i brought honey bbq chicken and the desert. duan bought drinks and snacks..weee..i love you gerls..we shall go to east coast next.
here are the pictures..



on our way to sentose..yey!!

me and dearie hana

them.duan hua & hana




hana.ilah.duan hua



promoting ice lemon "tree"

dearie duan hua and me


met dearie faezah and bought her chocs.so yummylicious.tanks fer the discount eh.muackss

yes.its a sin to eat chocs coz im fat.haha..

tired looking faces.but we had fun! right gerls? tanks fer the day darlings.

weee...im wearing tshirt plus sweater plus my chicken little blanket.its so freaking cold.i feel like im sumwhere in the north pole.hehe.i need warm..sumone hug me pls.yesterday night i was shivering with cold.this aint cool at all.mummy is sick too.dada was coughing away last night..arghh..blame on me for that.i pass the virus to my whole family.

oh well.im so so HAPPY for my darling sister.i gonna be 'makcik' soon.*pray hard*pls make it real this tyme round.i want a baby from my sister! wee..doesnt matter if its a boy or gerl.im so excited. 8 more mths to go..was it 8? ok wateva..hehe..

anyway, tanks to those people who feels that i made the wrong choice and at the same tyme..esp YOU! i know what u mean by those words.well its my life remember? and its my future.i made my future into reality.not you. everyone have the right to choose their path for their future.maybe its true.sometimes others just don't wish to see you succeed in life.even if i made the wrong choice, that doesnt even concern you people because all this while have you ever even care? where were you when i need encouragement? and guess what?!not you who was there for me..but someone else. all i get from is just ignorance from selfish people.sorry.but its just simply true.everyone knew it. its my choice for not chosing poly.y do you bother anw. i wont forget the entry you once wrote few months back and that is still fresh in my mind.blur? go to my entry on october 10. pls.im no more a pushover. and another thing..get a life. its you who dunch treasure your friendship.not me.but anw tanks to you i know them. i still can survive without u.but you? oh go ahead.dun bother to turn back.coz as i far as i know,u will never changed. i aint perfect too.but i welcome others opinion so i can change.while you?

farewell to our memories sweets.

Pushing and pulling.Never give in .One day I wish .You'll see you're not so beautiful within.I will overcome.Your violence your silence .Although, It can't be undone I will overcome .Knowing that I'm not the only one .I will overcome .It's the only way to carry on


Ilah.`` I've made the change, I won't see you tonight



Her last Goodbye
@ 7:01:00 PM