Friday, April 07, 2006
yesterday i did not even sleep at all.i was to anxious to know. to know what's the outcome.
and! i just felt good soon after that.. im glad that all my patience been paid off.i know i get dissapointed and each tyme i cant take it anymore,i felt like giving up.everything that happen always came one after another.i blame myself of whatever happen in my life.however each tyme i almost give up,there's people around me who never fail to encourage me and made me realise wad the meaning of life.my family, my close frens..and recently hana!! tanks dearie for all those encouraging words,ur care and always being there when i need you since the first day we became close.tanks to my parents for everything.i love them all. i have waited this long and i have never felt this good for so long.at least i don't have to go through all those things anymore.like everyday and all.3 months once is far so much better.
Allah is a ultimate provider.All the things that happen makes me stronger.i found the true inner self in me.what more can i say than Alhamdulilah. im happy that makes me smiling all day long.i hope it stays this way.i hope i stay strong.prayes really changes things.
*It is a wonderful feeling i cant deny.*