Thursday, April 06, 2006
there's a time when its bettter knowing nothing than knowing at all.
im not ready for tmr.im not ready for the outcome.it's worst than knowing my examination result.i can't eat.i can't sleep.everything i do don't seems right. i still remember the first time i face this same thing.soon after that i was like under tons and tons of pressure.thats when im totally under depression.arghhhhh...
kill me!!!kick my brains round the floor. ok.no.i mean freeze the time pls.
anw bought my latop yesterday.bought a bag too.me and hana wore it on the spot seyy.so excited to wear already.at the same tyme we are so lazy to hold our handbags.im so in love with it! weee...
in 2 days time, school gonna start..and! im still with my normal habit.which is!! sleeping late.ishks. cant help it lah at times.especially like today.i really can't sleep.i mean i get so nervous and all which make me can't sleep early.should i stay up abit late? or maybe i just might as well don't sleep? hmm.
i think im totally insane today.yes today.as in just now.i ate rice with cheese with kuah lemak cili padi and!! it taste good! serious.go try it.
actually i don't really have anything in mind to blog.but!! i still blog because, i just wanna kill time. my heart keep on beating so fast.
hmmm....
Masya-allah.why am i crying now.
I wasn't prepared for what's to come.this is what i hope since the day i realise that its a test from Allah.i don't care about other things.what i care about my life.the things that i gonna go through the rest of my life.Im tired of everything. who would understand.all this just making me weaker.being strong it not just as easy like abc.which you can be strong once you said u wanna be strong.it takes so much time to stand up and have faith in ourself.
*Pray tomorrow takes me higher.*