Friday, April 21, 2006
there's some things in our life is better to be kept as a secret.or in other words, it's better to be left without saying a word.better off that way.maybe some things are just meant to be in silence.although sometimes it aint the right thing to do.but do i have any other choices left? i don't.only god knows.
i began to see things in a different way.i began to realise that life is about test.how we handle problems that came one after another, worried that took over our thoughts,sadness that brings us down,anger that leads to a sweet revenge,hopeless that brings us to nowhere, dissapointment after another and more. However, its all depends on individual on how they see the whole picture and the msg that we got from a certain things that happen.
my dad always told me this.it's not told actually.its just a piece of reminder.He said that 'with positive mindset, we can overcome anything that comes along.'But yes.i never make use of the werds he kept on repeating it over and over again.and today i heard it again.
i had a dream last night.when i woke up i knew that it was just a dream.dreamland and reality is two different world.that's what everyone said.however,when what i dream turns out to be real.as in it really happened, i realise that maybe a dream could be a reality.and that's when i began to see things in different way.
still i wish the real world, would just stop hassling me.im not a superwoman.im just a human created by god like everyone with never ending tests given by HIM.how can i possibly ran away from everythings that happened.yes.only when im dead.
and today,cancer secrecy remains in silence.i shall just carry on with the flow.