Tuesday, April 04, 2006
ephmera.
there's time when things that we used to enjoy only for a short time and then forgotten.im not sure whether what i've done was the right thing.i don't wish to get hurt.yes.im no more a pushover.im no more the soft hearted girl who people can use me for their own benefit.im no more the girl who's always in melancholy.im no more a girl who clasdestine my feelings.but at the same time, i just wish i could be there for you in times when you really need me like i used to be.for you, im like acting strangely.i blocked you in the msn,i rejected your calls, i ignore your msges.yes.im running away.running away from reality.isnt that better than being part of your dilemma?
im so excited.excited about the things that coming up.
school.makeover with dearie hana.meet up with fifi.meet new frens.next picture and progress from my sister ultrasound.my appoinment this friday.my darling cousin preparation for his engagement.mum's bethday celeb.wosh!
just the pleasure of enjoyment. i feel so good that when i keep myself busy, i don't have to think about those things that will eventually bring me down. ;)
i feel like eating caramel pudding.where can i purchase it anw.or is there any one who's nice to make fer me one? i wish im good at cooking.im just bad at it.im fine with baking cookies.but not other than that.i cant bet you that it will taste awful.hehe.
gonna accompany dearie hana to sony ericsson later in the day.then maybe we gonna search for some tops and pants.i desperately need to buy pants!! should i fast tmr? im in a verge of losing my weight.but!! i just got this huge appetite recently.there's so many foods that i've wanting to eat.ishks.
oh well see this.
this is very tempting.can i buy that chocolate fountain??
Errrr..more Chocolates for me pls.
hana!! this is so sinful.i know.hehe.