Tuesday, May 09, 2006
i know.i have not been updating my blog regularly.somtimes i just got the feeling of blogging.but when im already at the dashboard, i changed my mind.
yesterday went to causeway pt for awhile to pay the bills and such. decided to take cab home because i was having stomachache.damn.i hate the taxi.the smell make me wanna puke. unpleasant odour smell.it stink ok.argh. and then when its reaching my place, the taxi accidentally bang on a cat.or should i say a kitten.ok.im not sure if the taxi i took bang on the kitten.and! im not that sure if its alive, dead or what so ever.but! the taxi driver was cursing the kitten upside down ok.i mean its a kitten for goodness sake.i was too shocked to say a word. soon after i got out of the taxi, i called my mum and guessed what! i cried. ok.emo me. i know. he's a murderer! so inhuman. cruel old man. *haiyak*
less than 6 more months for the arrival of my own nephew/niece (im still not sure of the sex) hurhur.. i think i will be like eza-doll. can't get rid of the little one. if eza called herself as aunty su, what about me?
erm..im so excited ok.everytime when i met my sister, the first thing i looked at was her stomach. tsk.tsk.
ohwell.
i was thinking about what Yayan told me yesterday.maybe i should give a chance to other people to discover and knowing me more.i've been cooked with my own life, frens and family that i simply have no time or should i say i ignore guys that came in my life? at the same time, some unexpected things that happened at the unexpected time? what's up with that anyway.what's up with me?!
i felt funny when there's some people who bother to know about my life and pay so much attention on me when i don't even realised it? argh. im a certified blur sotong. but im sure that one day i will finally ready to accept certain things in life.maybe not now.now tmr.but soon.
im being good today by rotting myself up in my room occupying myself with my notes, listening to songs and watching movies i took outside so i can watch it in my room.it feels so good to stay indoor "at times". heh.
i miss school.i miss being a stalker.hurhur. i'll be back on 22 May.weeee...
i smell something nice from the kitchen. * runs*
in time the voices fade away