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Thursday, June 08, 2006
i felt kind of bad and hurt.at the same time i felt sorry for my mum. my aunt is mad at me and my mum just because i dun wanna go down to take something. Its not my mum dun wanna go down at take it.But she's looking after my sister who was sicked.and its not that i dun wanna go down..my nose been bleeding and im finishing my tons and tons of assignment that day. I din know that because of this smallest thing, my aunt say something so hurtful and even ignoring my mum..when my mum called her and she slammed down the phone just like that.for goodness sake, my mum is older than her btw..and i dun understand why she take it so hard just because of this lightest thing. my aunt is seriously so unreasonable and weird. sometimes somethings are better left unsaid.sometimes we just have to reflect back on ourself and sometimes there's a limit for everything. well maybe i just got the virtue of patience. oh well,i was just not in mood today.perhaps maybe because i was not feeling well.. ;) im not sure why im eating tomato like as if there's no other fruits or food at home to eat. mum made soup for me.i just ate one small bowl of it and tats it. and now..im eating tomato. yes.tomato and tomato. maybe im addicted to it.my stomach doesnt feel good.at times i felt like throwing up..but it was just false alarm. seriously.i dun really know what's wrong with me. im so excited to celebrate pg's birthday in advance with her tmr. fun..fun fun..oh yes...Congrats to you dearie hana! and im sure that's the best advance birthday present ever huh. you know..i know..rite? hurhur.. cherish it dearie. i think im attracted to nerdy guys. dont ask me why because i dont even have the answer.i guess a dream can change a person perception over something. theres so many things to do yet there were so little time to get it done. this is a killer. *screams in silence* |