Monday, July 03, 2006
1 more day left to APM.im dead. argh.im not sure why i felt so sleepy today.orh.everytime to be precise.while i was reading on APM, i doze off on my study table. i was so hungry but while i was about to eat, i was so sleepy at the same time. In the end i changed my mind and i went to bed. i changed my mind for the first time not to eat my favourite lemak cili padi.oh yes. my bed is in perfectly "nice" state.i don't bother to clean up my bed cause i knew that any point of time i could just be lying there sleeping. since i've been sleeping too much today and i have not got my APM on my head, i decided to use optrex eye drops to keep me awake and had my large mug of Ribena or ice cream.haha. it helps ok.only for me i guess.hmm..
you know.sometimes i believe that there's things i lived to bury my desires and pain. life is so unpredictable.how i wished whatever i'be been thinking and hoping he/she/god could hear it.well maybe god hear it..but maybe it's just not right time yet. so, lets pray, wait and see.
my cousin going on NS soon. police. how come almost all my father's side is in police? hmm.. weird.
see..im yawning again.is this some kind of sleeping virus? ishks. when i cant sleep, i really cant sleep.give me sleeping pill even.it will only works on me like awhile and i will woke up soon after that. but when im sleepy, i slept like i've not been sleeping for months.ok no.days..:) argh. my mum called me lazy bear. hmphf! lucky not pig. so unglam.
i better get going.i shall burn that apm course book, put it in a glass of water and drank it.. anyone joining me? ;)