Sunday, December 17, 2006
and there goes the rain again. its been raining heavily since in the morning. i was planning to study at the library with hana but guess we have to change our plan and go out to study tomorrow instead.
Journalism is getting on my nerve and PR is killing me. thank goodness next week will be our last week of school. the week after will be study break and next will be my exam. argh...im getting all disarray. i have got to really seat down and do my revision.
actually there's not much things to update. recently im jus excited to lose weight. yes im on strict diet. call me crazy or what. but im serious ok. i jus need some change in myself and i just want to keep myself healthy. change is so conventional. we change every now and then. its jus whether we realise it or not.
love is so universal. we went throught hurt, happiness and everything. but does love stay? i dont know. well for me, the love my family give to me is everlasting and the love from my friends; my best friend paricularly is there to occupied this boundless life of mine.
we always assume and imagine things that doesnt really affects our life. in the end we got hut for nothing. i dont understand. seriously. no no. im not talking about anyone here. im talking about myself.
i guess i will just have to leave my wishes as open ended because if what I wish for is good for me, I am sure Allah will grant it but if it is not, I wish that Allah will not let me have it. after all, god is all knowing and only he knows what is best for me/us. i belive in faith.